| Sunday, May 30, 2004 |
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i am so bored now....exams are in one month's time...not even in the mood...juz haf a feeling i will be doin last minute revision instead of making full use of this hols..
ZY!!! i am having blue blacks on both my legs now...n hu's fault is it? U!! u are gonna get it when i see u........hahahah :p ok i am bored....REALLY BORED...ARGHH.. |
| Saturday, May 29, 2004 |
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went to watch band concert yesterday..not bad lah though it was pretty informal...met amy and xiaoning!! was really really happy to see them...its times lyk this when u realised that u missed ur frens haha..well amy was as sian as ever n xiaoning was also as sarcastic as ever haha! they also bought flowers for serena..n of cos i bought too! i spent $18 on her...gosh haha..guess she played fairly well..so really there was a change in her..from one hu dun even noe how to read a single note to one hu noes how to play a clarinet...qt an achievement for her haha! all the way gal!
the feeling to wait for a call that u think is important is really terrible...i felt that way yesterday..but when the call came, i hesitated in answering the call..how ironic..but luckily everything was ok..felt better saying it out too..:) why do i get so affected by other pple's opinions? issit becos...NO! i wun, i cant..... |
| Thursday, May 27, 2004 Finals |
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had soccer match against sa..for the first time i sat thru a soccer match...guess it wasnt as boring as i tot..but onli the goals were really exciting n everyone was lyk cheering lyk mad..we won SA 4-1! so cool haha..
then today went for hockey's match against RJ and won again! 1-0....woah...saw fariza playing too...again everyone was screaming...but i guess a hockey is qt a short game...or issit cos we went late? the taxi driver din noe where delta sports complex is lah...haha tomoro still goin for band concert....practically everyday this week i go home late haha still got another 2 finals tomoro...hope we win! |
| Monday, May 24, 2004 bored |
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really sian now..juz finished searching info for pw
past few days have been pretty boring as well..had this UN seminar thingy which was pretty interesting at SOME parts..but still qt ok..though the food was lyk ermm..the tea break ha! was really shocked by the food...juz bread! n some stupid chicken pie which was qt yucky....n Chatterbox's standard drop lah..this chicken rice is no longer as nice...not worth $24 anymore or dunno how much..ard 20 correct le.. u noe we shldnt take things for granted..n dun live our lives with regret..wadever decisions we make...we muz always be satisfied n not regret later so i wun tink so much..wun tink too deeply...juz take it slowly..will let nature take its course |
| Friday, May 21, 2004 |
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yeah!! hist tests are over.....but dunno why i still lyk so busy
went fish n co today wif some classmates...qt broke le..mum bought this really nice pendant for me....love it so much!! tomoro muz drag myself out of bed again..got some UN seminar....i hope i dun waste my $40 (though i tink i will). maybe i am juz hiding my feelings? hhaah i dunno...is time to treasure the pple i haf ard me...thanks for today (bus) :) |
| Wednesday, May 19, 2004 PLS....can i let bygones be bygones.. |
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why cant things always turn out the way we want? it seems that the more we yearn for something, the more we wld nv get it. WHY??????
i juz cant stand it anymore. AGAIN something that someone said juz reminded me again. it is juz so hard to say " nvm is ok...is the past..tomoro wld be a better day" how true huh? HOW TRUE CAN IT GET WHEN IT IS NOT HAPPENING TO ME! ok fine..i am fine when i dun tink or not reminded by it..but..when i start thinking...i still feel so sad....i juz cant let go... TO U: PLS....i beg u...juz make me happy again...not juz for me...for you...for US! its been lyk 3 years...n i still cant let go of it...am i being too... pple haf diff priorities..mine...i noe...thats why i seem so 'relaxed' abt it... i still stick by my stand |
| Saturday, May 15, 2004 wedding |
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juz came back from the wedding dinner...basically the food was not bad(except for the noodles)..n i was sitting at the bride n bridegroom's table! haha n i accidentally sat on the bride's seat instead..luckily waitress told me after 10 min...so wasnt awkward haha! of cos the couple was sweet lah...all weddings are sweet haha..sis was lyk "i really wonder when is my turn"..i guess in another 2 years time ba...haha or else she wld really be damn old...hehe yup wedding is fun, sweet n happy! |
| exam |
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woke up so early to sit for exam..wad a waste of my time. paper was qt ok lah....clarence was practically leaning over juz to see my ans...goodness...n he was so proud that he cld do 2 qs! congrats man..max oso another one..jy said they even clarence n max even exchanged papers..gosh..
haf 2 hist tests...haven studied...so sleepy...wana slp..n later haf wedding diner..so left sun to study..argh getting damn slack. studying juz for the sake of studying...damn sian..doin something i dun even lyk... woahhhhhhhhh someone is getting vain haha!! buy wax suddenly hor...hehehe muz let me see on mon! dun see me n run away ah..n dun give excuses..u noe hu u r haha.... alama i am really wasting time here....shall go sleep now |
| Friday, May 14, 2004 slack |
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tomoro chi exam......haven had a chi exam for lyk qt long..n i din even prepare much! i took onli 1 hr to read thru a whole thick stack of notes. god....think tomoro i will get stuck..the worst thing to do is to wake up so early juz to go for chi exam at 8am!!!!
all the way until 12.15..god.....n i haf 2 hist tests next week...i wonder how am i gonna get prepared...fail fail lah...doubt it wld be counted anyway |
| Thursday, May 13, 2004 tired |
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sian.....so tired...shall go sleep later..so aiyah another afternoon wld be gone..so restless haiz...sch is so boring..work n work n nothing else...no life man...nothing much happened too..supposed to find this teacher Mr Gi but couldnt find..krystle n i really tried our best lah..stupid crap...thanks to the SC P elect....damn..shld haf rang a bell on me lah but apparently it did not...n now muz do some stupid explanation letter thing...waste of time ink n energy.bleah
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| Tuesday, May 11, 2004 directed to this person though u wld nv ever get to read this.....if time can turn back.. |
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another teacher scolded us today..haha lit teacher..well sort of getting used to it though...tq showed me a very nice chi poem or wadever u call it today n copied it down during econs lect..it goes lyk this..
wo3 zai4 yi1 yue4 li3, yi2 ge4 ren2 san4 bu4. wo3 zai4 er4 yue4 li3, gan3 jue2 dao4 gu1 du2. wo3 zai4 san1 yue4 li3, dui4 han2 leng3 ma2 mu4. wo3 zai4 si4 yue4 li3, zhi2 qiu1 tian1 de4 shu4. wo3 zai4 wu3 yue4 li3, xie3 le4 feng1 qing2 shu1. wo3 zai4 liu4 yue4 li3, kong1 chu1 xin1 shen1 chu4. wo3 zai4 qi1 yue4 li3, yun2 xu3 ni3 jin4 zhu4. wo3 zai4 ba1 yue4 li3, qian3 chang2 xiang1 si1 ku3. wo3 zai4 jiu3 yue4 li3, jie1 shou4 le4 cuo4 wu4. wo3 zai4 shi2 yue4 li3, wang4 le4 zen3 me4 ku1. wo3 zai4 shi2 yi1 yue4 li3, hui1 dao4 shu2 xi1 de4 gu1 dan1 ye4 mu4. wo3 zai4 shi2 er4 yue4 li3, chong2 shi2 xin1 qing2, zhun3 bei4 yi2 ge4 ren2 san4 bu4. sheng1 ming4 shi4 xun2 huan2 bu4 xi1 de4 yi1 zhong3 jie2 shu4, xun2 huan2 de4 bu2 shi4 sheng1 ming4, shi4 jie2 shu4 zhi1 qian2, bi4 xu1 cheng2 shou4 de4.... xun2 huan2 de4 tong4 ku3.... so sad...life has so much misery...that sometimes..i noe that i shld feel lucky but...i guess everyone has their own secrets..i nv gotten over this thing..n this thing changed me...changed from optimistic to realistic n somewhat pessimistic..practical..closed up.. i noe if i nv get over this...i wld nv be as happy as i could be. yet i cant help to feel sour abt it..if u din make a mistake...my life wld be so much happier...thanks alot really...u changed me when wld u bring me or shld i say US back to the good times...the times when there were no worries...juz comfort..juz happiness..juz admiration i noe i cant blame u....but i cant help it..esp today when i saw a few of...i noe i haf to accept it..yet deep inside me...i resent this fact..i keep it deep down inside me.....n no one wld ever noe...no one except 2..n 2 is already too many... i want to turn back time |
| Monday, May 10, 2004 wad if |
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wad if i realised that everything is not goin the way i hoped for
wad if i accidentally gave u hope...then ruined it wad if i said yes but then realised that u are not the one wad if my parents found out n disapprove external pressures.. i dun wan to make the wrong decision again |
| Napha |
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At last!! i finshed my 2.4km run today....really terrible....i dunno wad my timing is but i guess it shld be a silver..no way am i gonna retake...i haven even jogged 400m n i suddenly had a stitch...think maybe drank water n all the crap..then i slowed down lyk mad...mr wee was lyk "Go chermaine!"..nice of him though.encouraging..though it din really haf any effects on me...hu cares lah..at least i finished it..now having blisters on my feet..:(
kellie tan had mood swings today...was so snappy..shut up here n there....terrible...n i hate econs...getting so demoralized thanks to my atrocious results n atrocious teacher i haf...gonna fail my mye man....sucks...i agree that the stress is lyk getting more n more...but come to think of it...it is still better than working life! so hiaz..cheer up then...:) |
| Saturday, May 08, 2004 happy day :) |
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walked so much today lah
thanks to hwee......i wasted $3.70 for nothing! met her at dhoby n wanted to walk to stamford library...but she led the wrong way n decided to take the cab. then realised the stupid library is closed....this stupid big poster saying "closed on 1 april 2004......5 june 2004 reopen" or something lyk dat lah..hwee could ask " wad year is this" gosh! n this keith din even tell us we are at the wrong lib lah when he knew somethign was wrong....bleah thanks alot.....n eldon had to change bus juz to meet us haha..onli managed to find 1 book related to our pw theme lah.....darn...but nvm... then we went shopping! walk so much......i actually had stitch!! god....my stamina is lyk terrible terrible...oh hwee n i ate pretzels...n we made eldon n keith hold the sauce for us....was qt a funny sight though..heheh... so we bought all the stuff we want...hwee bought body shop stuff for her mum..n i bought the things i want too! :) hehe....n we took neoprint....was qt bad actually.....messed up....but well is okay...din turn out that bad though :) left at abt 7 i tink...not sure oso so met my sis n went for dinner wif family...ate thai food...damn spicy....juz one tom yam soup i actually drank 3 glasses of water...my ability to take spicy food has gone down... anyway today is a happy day for me! dunno why too haha |
| Friday, May 07, 2004 pizza, gluttons |
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miss tan treat us today....pizza! the guys were real pigs..so kiasu...eldon jianyong n lucas were lyk running for their lives when they were the pizzas were ready for us...nv seen them run sooooo fast b4 lah haha...then weechin ate lyk a glutton(of cos the other guys were also the same). Quote from lucas, "weechin is eating lyk an afghanistan refugee"..gosh...haiyoh haha...
then got pw...haf to find literature reviews....so ma fan...haf to go library to find....pw is a waste of time at times lah took bus wif hwee today...realised that we are qt the same! nope..or maybe i am more 'extreme'? maybe i shldnt be so 'far-sighted'...probably i will not be so confused..:) n tq wans me to tok abt how wonderful she is...YES SHE IS! wonderful in sleeping during lectures....she slept in lit lect today...n was lyk so obvious(though i still feel that jia is the bez in that)...think that guy from nus saw u sleeping lah..hhaha...ok lah she is nice k...so are all the rest! everyone is falling ill....this is bad....better take more vit c....i cant fall ill! i wana take napha n get over n done wif! n muz get gold! sucks....running sucks.....hu on earth in singapore wld run 2.4??? they probably take public transport lah......or maybe stroll......stupid.... |
| Wednesday, May 05, 2004 |
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decided to blog afterall..really dying of boredom
seriously the past few days haf been really dry i learnt qt a few things the past 2 days...thanks to u noe pple lyk weechin, tq n keith haha...Tq is lyk really good........wahah!! ok lah ur frens better k oh yah....n mrs koh lectured our class today for being too slack n the normal stuff....poor thing..she nearly cried lah...din really dare to look at her went for my first training after my comp.....it was qt weird cos too long nv play...so was abit off but nvm..n ran juz 1.6km n nearly died...had a bad stitch..panted lyk mad...nearly collapsed haha..now my legs lyk jelly..gosh...at this rate i am going....i gonna do badly for napha..well my teammates esp lijuan n ngeeleng were exceptionally surprised n shocked that i wana jog..infact i surprised myself too!! nv can i imagine myself requesting to jog...haha congratulations chermaine!! well done!! oops...save the compliments for myself haha juz realised my hw is lyk piling up...n i not putting in much effort to reduce that stack...lazy gal haiz....i better pull up my socks... oh! toking abt socks...mr seet caught some gals wif coloured socks n uniform stuff....luckily i wasnt caught...my heart was thumping lyk mad when i walked past him...phew....but well tq abit unlucky lah.got caught...n mon those hu got caught haf to go up on stage...gosh...good luck man! ok shall end off here...nothing much to add le....:) |
| Sunday, May 02, 2004 ..... |
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i dunno wad to say..juz feel so mixed up....i feel as if i have alot to say but i dunno how to express them
qian1 yan2 wan4 yu3, jin4 zai4 bu4 yan2 zhong1.. hate this kinda feeling |
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It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about... I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things... I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ... but with the love and support of friends - you survive... I've learned that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch and about those that you've lost! They too, are feeling the same way.... I learned that letters from friends are the most important things. And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better! But, basically, I just learned that my friends........ Both old and new..... are the most important people to me in the world AND.......without them, I wouldn't be who I am today..... So this is a THANK YOU to all of my friends... For always being there. And even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch... I will always have an unconditional love for you.. ~Always and forever ~ Indeed, friends are very impt in my life...it is ok if i dun haf many...but at least i haf a few that i noe i can trust n rely on....i feel so lucky at times...where i haf all the support i needed...but now...though frens support me...it all lies wif me...lyk hwee said...is time for me to put in effort...if i can |
| Saturday, May 01, 2004 VJ's funfair |
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today's funfair was a success man....saw my juniors n seniors...and frens...n 3 of my cousins came though i din noe one was coming...basically my class's stall was kept really busy..ran out of prizes n stuff..din expect such a crowd at first..my bros played wif the flying fox! haha guess they onli had fun wif that...at the end of the day hwee got injured but was minor..take care ya!
really shagged now...dun feel lyk sleeping though..besides mum's cooking stuff for me haha..bird's nest! yeah hehe realised that when someone is down wif luck...is really down...but again...luck wld change n will haf super good luck again! i personally experienced that b4..wad goes up will come down..n so vice versa :) life is not that unfair afterall |