| Monday, March 19, 2007 |
     this is for the benefit of loy xiao ning :) |
| Sunday, March 18, 2007 |
   keith's comms ball at shangri la..it was a mini cedar prom for me...nice seeing some of them..its been a long time :) as u can see..i am too lazy to do this entry properly(ok since when do i arrange the pics anyway) so ya..thats all for now ;) nites |
| Friday, March 16, 2007 |
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it really sucks to noe that when pple u care are feeling down, u are not there for them, or u din realise till u see their blogs or nick. n when u noe abt it, all u can do is to ponder abt it. n that u do not noe how to start consoling them or asking them wad happen. i feel like a very very bad friend who is just caught up with her own life n neglecting the pple whom she cares alot for. alot. but i wld like them to noe that i am there for them. n that they are not alone. n i am not just a passerby in their lives. somehow i understand the feeling of loneliness, when there are times that u dunno who to turn to, even though u noe there are pple there for u. n i wld nv want that to happen to my friends. so wadever that is troubling them, i want them to noe that i can always lend u my shoulder to lean on, n to lend u a listening ear. i told a fren of mine "time can heal all wounds" but i noe it may not, especially when u lost something u treasure alot...or maybe u din treasure it till it was lost. i myself, cant be convinced by this phrase, cos i noe it did not happen to me. the scar may be a really deep one if one cant get over it. yes time may let it fade, but it wld nv be forgotten. time probably just allows u to move on with life more easily, but deep inside u, there is still a tinge of sadness, regret, and vulnerability. its times like this when u noe how much u need a person there for u, or it wld just be unbearable. i really dunno why am i typing all this, or why my mood has suddenly just changed for the worse, when today its supposed to be a happy day. its ok. i noe in a few min, i wld turn back to normal. i just want to tell those out there who are feeling sad be it just for a few moments, to be strong and that they are not alone. or maybe cos i am just too damn good n putting up a strong front. i am almost immune to my own feelings at times. |
| Sunday, March 11, 2007 |
     went to watch keith's commission ytd..after 38 weeks, at last he is an officer. n all i can say is i am proud of u :) |
| Friday, March 09, 2007 |
 HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY GOODDDYYYY FRENNNNN :):) i just love this pic haha! n no presents for u this year. let u have a taste of ur own medicine teehee |
| Friday, March 02, 2007 |
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my god. my cousins are freaking pro. they made getting 4As appear so easy n common. haha out of 5, 4 got 4As. tell me wad pro means man...OMG. super happy for them. so CONGRATS. esp to my dear lala wee :) a treat is up ya :) |