Tuesday, March 22, 2005

watched this programme on tv yesterday... felt that there was something they said which was damn meaningful...
there are 3 stages in life n they would occur one after another in that sequence

when we meet someone n hit off, we tend to get closer n probably become gd frens or lovers. but it may be due to some silly misunderstanding that make us drift apart or lose our frenship. it wld not be long before we regret wad we have done n wld make up for it. yet it is due to these misdunderstandings that we realise how impt each other are n hence cherish them.

this is the gist of it...not sure abt the first stage but roughly thats the idea. sweet right?? i tink it is really true...

politics are everywhere. even in schs there are politics. sigh....life can be so complicated..pple can be so scheming..sheesh

- posted by Chermaine @ 4:55 PM

Thursday, March 17, 2005

ok great..i gonna play the individual match against my junior hu is super super pro
so i am gonna wake up early in the morning n play the 9.20am match against her n get thrashed
haha

- posted by Chermaine @ 11:08 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2005 lost

ever had the really "lost" feeling?
i simply dunno wad to do
problems after problems, troubles after troubles
isn't there an end?!!

life can be pretty unfair isnt it?
some have everything
while some are abt to lose everything

STRESS!
comp is coming
starts on april 22 (sounds long but no, is not at all)
then i play almost everyday(except for weekends)
have to win some rival sch to get into the finals

gosh the stress is really coming
having sleepless nights
cant sleep well
keep waking up
-signs of stress-

wad if it really happens??? i tink i wld juz bang the wall
no i dun wan that to happen at all!!! i want to go back to the past
i want to change everything!!!
i cant believe this is happening AGAIN
i really feel so longl
isnt it enough?????
i really feel so lonely sometimes...
sometimes really feel as if no one is there to support me, to comfort me, to hear me out....
perhaps the problem lies with me..i dun open up as many pple say
but hu can i blame after so many things have happened?!
N.T.A

- posted by Chermaine @ 10:24 PM